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On the wings of Angels we soar. With these two guiding us anything is possible
This memorial website was created by Erin Carmichael in loving memory of
Jason and Cameron Henderson
Jason and Cameron were born on 07.05.2007 and sadly passed away on 07.05.2007.
Jason and Cameron are missed greatly by family and friends and will be remembered forever.
In words of their loving mother:
"Some people only dream of Angels. I held two of them in my arms" Tosha Henderson
"God told me that he needed them to show the other little babies how to get to heaven"Lynnzie Carmichael (age 6)
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The holidays are here! - Hey there boys!! It is that time of year again where we give thanks for everything and realize the importance of family. Just the thought of you not being here for what was supposed to have been your birthday this Friday is really hard. But, being sad isn't what this time is about right??? So, I am thankful for your mommy and daddy. For their strength has helped me to find mine. The thought of starting over doesn't scare me, it is just another challenge to overcome. Your mommy did it. So can I. Your mommy is the strongest woman I know. She is the most loving, beautiful, and amazing person that I could have ever met. Your daddy's strength is....WOW. He also is so loving and supportive. I don't know where I would be if they were not in my life. Just wish you were here to see that. So boys I want to wish a real Happy Birthday, because this is when it should have been, and know that we love you and think of you every day. - from Erin
You BOTH are so loved!! - Now that I am not able to do much, and am in pain every day, I believe that i have been given this for a reason. I know that the two of you know that too. I can only wish the two of you were here so your mommy and daddy can go through all the things they deserve. They have tried and tried since the birth of the two of you and it seems that it isn't in the cards for them. It seems that the both of you Jason and Cameron were they way it was meant to be. And, oh GOD, do they love you. I love you!!! I think that your mommy and daddy are the most deserving people, but I don't know why they can't have it all. But in a sense they did. If only for a second. I know that my grandfather has met the two of you and doesn't know of the significance of WHO you both are. But, I am sure he can feel the love that surrounds the two of you. Thank you for giving your mommy and daddy that moment. Thank you for blessing their lives with something they so deserve. Thank you. I love you. - from Erin
New adventure - Hey there BOYS!! I know I haven't written here, but you know I think about you and talk to you daily. I just wanted to say please be there with your mommy on Friday and your Mommy and Daddy embark on their new adventure. They are both filled with every emotion and hope that you two aren't sad or jealous about what is going on. I know you two with be there with her, but maybe if you could just let her know that everything is ok. She is scared. I l love the two of you and hope you both are ok. I miss you - from Erin
Your Mom loves you!! - Jason and Cameron,
I wish I never had to meet your Mom. But, I'm so glad I did. When we get together to talk about you (and my son, Russell, born and died 1/5/98), her love for you shines through her tears. I know she misses you dearly. Keep watch over your Mom, boys.
Love,
Polly - from Polly von Richter
Birthday - On this the eve of what was suppose to have been your birthday, I can't help it but be weak. I can't find the strength to smile. I can't even imagine the emotions that your mommy is going through, and all I can do for her is be here and tell her I love her. Last night on Lynnzie's homework she had to write words that start with "A" and she wrote "Angels" for you. I hope you 2 talk to her, because she says she sees the both of you, and she drew a picture of an Angel for her homework, too. It only asked for one, and she said "it's ok they look the same, so their mommy will know them". You both are helping Lynnzie grow. And I can never thank you enough. The only thing it isn't fair that she sees you and we don't get to. Especially your mom and dad. They miss you so much.
So, boys... Happy Birthday.... We all miss you and love you very much!!! - from Erin
Latest Memories
Mommy - Well boys, its Christmas again and it just doesnt seem right to not have you here with me and daddy! Daddy is the "scrooge" this year and I cant help but wonder if its because you are not here to share this time with us? what is Christmas for but for the joy of children and family! Another year goes by and I can only pray that the memory of you will get me through! Mommy loves you boys!
Mommy - Well boys, what a blessing it was to have had you if only for a short time. You gave me the chance to be a mommy even though you are not here with me. A chance I will never have again. We tried again and it didnt work this time. I dont understand or know really why we cant have the family we have longed for, it doesnt really make sense. I am learning the true meaning to "Accept what you cant change and change what you can" Daddy and I have struggled so long and have hurt so much that now we have to try to stay positive and remember how blessed we are to have had you in our life for only a moment. I promise to make you proud! Love, Mommy
Mommy - Well, its now July 8th, 2008 and I finally found the strenght to write something. I should have been prepared for the overwhelming sadness that hit me like a tornado starting on July 3rd. Just hearing people talk about the 4th of July and all the joy they had, made me sad remembering what the 4th & 5th of July now represents for me, the anniversary of the day I held you in my arms and saw your little bodies so perfect and tiny. The day I didnt want to let you go! But God needed you in Heaven not here with me on earth. And someday maybe I will understand why? Maybe I never will, but what I do know is that the memory of that day will never go away. Its hard for your dad to see me so sad and he doesnt know what to do and he doesnt want to be sad, he wants to be happy that you are now in Heaven. This is the difference between us but in the end it only brings us closer. I wanted your day to be special but I didnt know what to do? I wanted to honor you but I wasn't prepared for I didnt realize the impact this would have on me this year and will forever. I love you boys!
Mommy - Hi Boys, Here we go again! Tomorrow I will go in for IUI at Scripps. Me and Daddy are complacant. As your one year anniversary approaches, I think about how fast time flies and how much I wish you were here to share this past year with us. I think about how you have changed my life and made me a stronger woman in so many ways. Because of you I have become a better me! I love you boys!
Mommy - As Mothers Day approachs, I cant help but miss you more! Although I dont have you here with me, I am still your Mommy and want so bad to have you back so I can hold you and love you and be the best mommy I can be! I know I have so much to be thankful for yet, nothing can replace the loss of my precious babies. This Mothers Day will be so sad without you! I love you boys! No one will ever know the hurt I have in my heart for you! No one should ever have to know this pain.