The holidays are here! by Erin

Hey there boys!! It is that time of year again where we give thanks for everything and realize the importance of family. Just the thought of you not being here for what was supposed to have been your birthday this Friday is really hard. But, being sad isn't what this time is about right??? So, I am thankful for your mommy and daddy. For their strength has helped me to find mine. The thought of starting over doesn't scare me, it is just another challenge to overcome. Your mommy did it. So can I. Your mommy is the strongest woman I know. She is the most loving, beautiful, and amazing person that I could have ever met. Your daddy's strength is....WOW. He also is so loving and supportive. I don't know where I would be if they were not in my life. Just wish you were here to see that. So boys I want to wish a real Happy Birthday, because this is when it should have been, and know that we love you and think of you every day.

on 01.12.08

You BOTH are so loved!! by Erin

Now that I am not able to do much, and am in pain every day, I believe that i have been given this for a reason. I know that the two of you know that too. I can only wish the two of you were here so your mommy and daddy can go through all the things they deserve. They have tried and tried since the birth of the two of you and it seems that it isn't in the cards for them. It seems that the both of you Jason and Cameron were they way it was meant to be. And, oh GOD, do they love you. I love you!!! I think that your mommy and daddy are the most deserving people, but I don't know why they can't have it all. But in a sense they did. If only for a second. I know that my grandfather has met the two of you and doesn't know of the significance of WHO you both are. But, I am sure he can feel the love that surrounds the two of you. Thank you for giving your mommy and daddy that moment. Thank you for blessing their lives with something they so deserve. Thank you. I love you.

on 09.09.08

New adventure by Erin

Hey there BOYS!! I know I haven't written here, but you know I think about you and talk to you daily. I just wanted to say please be there with your mommy on Friday and your Mommy and Daddy embark on their new adventure. They are both filled with every emotion and hope that you two aren't sad or jealous about what is going on. I know you two with be there with her, but maybe if you could just let her know that everything is ok. She is scared. I l love the two of you and hope you both are ok. I miss you

on 19.02.08

Your Mom loves you!! by Polly von Richter

Jason and Cameron,
I wish I never had to meet your Mom. But, I'm so glad I did. When we get together to talk about you (and my son, Russell, born and died 1/5/98), her love for you shines through her tears. I know she misses you dearly. Keep watch over your Mom, boys.
Love,
Polly

on 17.02.08

Birthday by Erin

On this the eve of what was suppose to have been your birthday, I can't help it but be weak. I can't find the strength to smile. I can't even imagine the emotions that your mommy is going through, and all I can do for her is be here and tell her I love her. Last night on Lynnzie's homework she had to write words that start with "A" and she wrote "Angels" for you. I hope you 2 talk to her, because she says she sees the both of you, and she drew a picture of an Angel for her homework, too. It only asked for one, and she said "it's ok they look the same, so their mommy will know them". You both are helping Lynnzie grow. And I can never thank you enough. The only thing it isn't fair that she sees you and we don't get to. Especially your mom and dad. They miss you so much.
So, boys... Happy Birthday.... We all miss you and love you very much!!!

on 04.12.07

Sorrow by Erin

As the holidays draw near, I just wish the two of you were here with us physically to share what should have been a blessed time. Instead I pray in your memories knowing that both of you are here with us, holding our hands, and wiping away the tears your mommy and daddy shed.... and yes I do too..... Jason and Cameron, I wish you were here everyday. I am sorry that you aren't. The sorrow in my heart fills, and yet I see the strength in your mommy that gets her through each day, and it helps me. Please know that your mommy and daddy are the best people and friends anyone could ever ask for. I am proud to say that in a way Lynnzie and I are part of this family. And I am especially proud to have the two of you as my "nephews". I love you both always xoxox

on 20.11.07

Lots of love by Irina Wallin

We will always remember those two little angels that are watching over all of us now .
Love ,Irina and Patrick

on 16.11.07

Peace and Comfort by Ron

Jason & Cameron - How comforting to know that you live on with the Lord and in the hearts of your wonderful parents. I pray for peace and comfort to Tosha and Greg.

on 11.11.07

HOPE by Kristina Russell

May you trust in the Lord and know that he will guide you in the right direction. Have faith and know that your little ones are being taken care of. They will forever live in your hearts.

on 27.09.07

Deepest Sympathy by Shalimar

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Love,
Shalimar

on 27.09.07

Deepest Sympathy by Adam Tyler

Our hearts go out to you and your family. You will forever be in our mind and hearts and in our prayers.

Love Adam and Aly Tyler

on 25.09.07

Peace be with you by Elisa Hernandez

We have faith and trust in the Lord that someday you will find your way back home to us. You will live forever in our hearts and prayers.


Love always,

Elisa, Toby, and Jaime Hernandez

on 24.09.07

Peace be with you by Elisa Hernandez

We have faith and trust in the Lord that someday you will find your way back home to us. You will live forever in our hearts and prayers.


Love always,

Elisa, Toby, and Jaime Hernandez

on 24.09.07